Friday, May 15, 2009

So Sad

I haven't been TOO emotional, but I don't think it has hit me. These past couple of weeks have been really really really crazy and i decided to finally post about it.

On May 2 we moved out of our home.

OUR HOME!!

The place where we became a family.

The place where we brought home our family pet, Max.

The place where we brought home our little baby boy.

The place where we watched Carson grow, crawl, talk, walk, cry, sleep...

(tears are starting to come to my eyes...)

Our first home as a family is not ours anymore.

I HATE THE ECONOMY right now!! I want to go back so bad! I miss it. I miss A LOT!

Don't get me wrong living with my parents is Wonderful, but I want it just to be us... the LOWES

(tears still coming... I guess it is just now hitting me)

I didn't post this because I was hoping it wasn't real, but today it is. It is no longer my house anymore.

HOW DEPRESSING AM I??

It's JUST A HOUSE! A MATERIAL THING!
Sad day for me.......

Well.....



This made my day! Carson is doing great living with NANA and PAPA!

All though we don't have our dog anymore. He is being watched by my AWESOME sister Mandi, until we have time to go to Utah and drop him off at my in-laws...... (unless someone needs a dog! I am willing to give him away to a GREAT family..... this is me begging!!)

Every morning Carson says "I want to go swimmin", so today I decided we could and HE LOVED IT! He didn't want to get out! It was so cute watching him splash in the water! And don't worry Im pretty sure he won't drown......... he has all the possible floaties he could wear!!

Hopefully I can get over my sadness, and see that this is a good thing for my family... we'll see

5 comments:

Megan said...

I know it is depressing but just think soon you will have a new home that you will be able to make new memories in! Six months isn't very long so don't be sad. And how can you be sad with such a cutie like Carson running around! Everytime I look at him I can't help but to smile! Things will only get better=)

Reid, Megan, Jackson and Aiva said...

That sucks but hey, at least your parents have a pool :) and it sounds like you will be on to new things in six months or so. Good luck.

Tiffani said...

Hang in there-it could always be worse-tight?! Hey, we want to come swimming...

~Ashley Dawn Photography~ said...

Don't be sad! It will all be awesome and great! And you will be back soon!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Time will fly!!

Skittles and The Sherrif said...

Hey Brit! Sorry about your home. I feel your pain: about a year ago Cory and I had to move into my in-laws for a couple months, and to say the least, it wasn't always easy! At least you're still beautiful and so is your family! (seriously though, Carson is the CUTIEST little boy I've ever seen)!